Day 94
Worst. Day. Ever.
Not really… I guess. It was one of the hard ones though. I learned a lot though.
I left Pilot Grove around 8 am and got back on the trail for about a mile. I came to a small backroad that I planned to take instead of staying on the Katy Trail. It was a more direct shot to Kansas City, which is my next major destination.
I was happy at first. Feeling great about the change of scenery. And then the sun came up. By 10 am life was hell on earth. At my first breaking point, I was sitting under some shade off the side of the road, a truck pulls up to see what was going on. Harold and his son Will. Nice guys just checking on me. We talked for a while and Harold donated some money. It was a great time for good people to come by because I was in a bad place. I was so far from anything and had no choice but to push through the heat.
I went up and down huge hills. What the fuck Missouri!? You’re in the middle of the country, you’re supposed to be flat! Ugh. It was miserable. I ran into a work zone and the guys were questioning whether or not to let me through. Before I said, “I don’t care what you say, I’m going through” they let me go. Thank goodness. They were nice actually. Just trying to do their jobs. Blah.
It was way too hot. I started to question sending domino home or not. It may be too much for her. I also decided that I am no longer going to walk between the hours of 12 and 6 pm. Just can’t be done. I’ll do more night walking now. Fuck it.
I was strolling along in absolute misery and I came to a road closed sign. I didn’t think twice. I just went around it and kept going. I figured I would deal with whatever obstruction I came to when I got there. There was no way I was turning back around.
I came upon a bridge that 4 guys were working on. They were cool about it. They didn’t want me to cross over the concrete they just poured so they helped me lift Lieutenant Dan around the section of fresh concrete. Shortly after that I found a shady spot and laid right in the middle of the road for about an hour. Road was closed so I figured it was safe. It was…
More hills and more heat. I only had about 5 miles to go but it seemed like I’d never make it. I had to stop every 20 or 30 minutes just to cool down. I finally got to my destination. It is a stop off of the interstate with a porn shop, a gas station, and a truck repair shop. That’s it. The gas station had a dairy queen. That’s what kept me going all day.
I went to the porn store first, just because I thought it would make a great story, to ask if I could set my tent up behind their building. Nope. Went to the gas station and ordered food. I waited for the customers to clear out of the gas station side and I asked the clerk and he said that it would be fine and told me where to do it. Now I could relax. I ate some food and some ice cream and came back out to give Domino a plain hamburger.
Went to set the tent up in the shade. It’s 6:15 now and I’m going to try to go to sleep and wake up extra early to get some miles in before it gets hot. Tomorrow it’s supposed to reach 100 and I’m not having that. I’m going to be sleeping somewhere in the shade.
Hope that I can figure this out. There’s no way I can go on with days like this…
You are such an inspiration! Thank you so much for what you’re doing for all of those who have been lost to this evil drug. I know your beautiful sister is smiling from Heaven and is so proud of you. I lost my only child at 2/14/13 at the age of 21. She was my whole world. I think she was using heroin for about 6 months or less. I found out she was using and 2 weeks later she was gone. Tried getting her into treatment but 3-6 month waiting list everywhere we called. She didn’t have 3-6 months. What you are doing is raising awareness across the country. The more we talk about this the more we can stop the stigma of addiction. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Praying for safe journey and lower temperatures. God bless you.
Keep strong!! You got this!!
Dear Brett I will pray that the wind finds you tom. I am sending you strength and prayers! What a warrior you are. I am sure your sister is with you..thank you for bringing awareness to this aweful epidemic. . I have 2 beautiful granddaughters and their mother left 3 years ago for drugs. They are 7 and almost 4. They don’t even remember her. I pray for all the lost souls. Thank you Karen a Momma in Michigan
I feel for u & Domino. U can do it, remember the cause. Take special care about.
A mom in hot Dayton NV
Brett… I am sitting here laughing and crying while enjoying the read, catching up on your last 6 days. Besides the physical, mental and emotional challenges of just plain walking day after day after day… and now in such oppressive heat! Brett, I am in total awe of you. You are easily the most determined person I have ever known. Sending prayers of comfort, safety and strength for you and Domino.
Love and Blessings too,
Kas
Hey, Brett. Mark here. I shot the video on the Katy just ahead of Pilot Grove. Thanks for the mention on your site (you got all four names exactly correct)! Your message remains very moving … succinct and on point.
Dave, Mary, Julie and I are with you in spirit and fully believe in your capacity to carry out this Hero’s Journey. Stay strong, stay cool, stay wise. We’ll be in touch again.
Brett I love your walk. please remember that me, your Mom and 129 more moms every day are walking with you. I’ll come and walk with you if i can <3 Carol, Jay's Mom