2 weeks before I begin

This weekend Brittany would have turned 30. It also marked 2 weeks before I begin my walk. It was a rough couple of days. Thankfully, we had a lot of family come together and that made everything better. I thought that being her 2nd birthday since she died that it would be easier. It wasn’t. Maybe because it was a milestone year (30). Maybe not. I thought I was going to be ok until the night before. That’s when it all hit me. Once the family was together I felt a million times better. We laughed and played and hugged and took a great picture!

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The next day was interesting. I woke up to find out my aunt was in the hospital in critical condition. She will be ok but it was very scary. Because of that I didn’t realize that it was my 2 week before I start day. I didn’t notice that until the next day. So I guess technically it’s less than 2 weeks away. I’m very excited. I’ve been telling people in that area that they are welcome to come out and be there for me as I begin. I may have a pretty good turnout. As much as I want to do this walk without any fame or attention, I know that I must entertain it so that I can raise awareness of the overdose epidemic. This whole thing is bigger than me and I am actually really loving the support. The more I get out there, the more I want the support and attention of others. I can’t wait to see what I learn about myself and others along the way.

10 comments

  • Thomas Robinson

    Thank you for what you are doing we need more friends on our side in this fight i am a former heroin junky and am now ten years sober. I thank god every day that I’m still here and have another chance to experience the beauty of this world.My cousin died of an overdose 11 years ago and my family is and was always really close.This was a huge and painful event in my life but never did i think to do something as bold and creative an walking across the country! i applaud you my friend if i can help I will. I’m in ma. just south of Boston.

    • Congrats on your sobriety. Every day is a miracle. Sorry about your cousin. I’m very close with my family too so I know how it is. Thanks for your support!

  • Brett I live in Bear Delaware. I lost my son Matt on January 3rd 2015 to a prescription drug OD. My world has been shattered. I am a registered nurse who now teaches about overdose and Narcan administration in our community. If you need a place to sleep for the night please pm me on Facebook.

    • Thank you so much and I am so sorry for you loss. I won’t be passing through your town but I highly appreciate the offer.

  • This disease needs all the awareness it can get!My 19 year old son is an addict..As I pray for him I’ll pray for you for a safe journey as well!Thank you!

    • Every day is vital. I hope he can learn ways to be responsible if he continues to use. Like keeping naloxone on hand and not taking too much. My heart is with you as you go through this with him

  • God Bless You & I’m praying for you & your family! My Daughter is also named Brittany & she is 26 & is an addict! I pray all the time day & night for her to get better. She has 4 younger brothers 22,19,17,15.. She is married & her husband is much worse on drugs then her. They have 2 beautiful children. Mason is 6 & lillyann is 4.. I have fought now 4 years to keep my grand baby’s safe but Children’s Services are not helping at all. I had to kick her husband out last July because he was bringing drugs in the home and she left with him and I haven’t seen them in eight months and there are only 20 minutes away I miss my grandbabies and I miss my daughter much so… But no one will help even after he got a secret indictment out on him for a crack pipe and now he’s on four years probation, it didn’t make a difference they just slapped him on the hands his father pays his way out every time! I love my daughter so very much so & my grandbabys much so my heart literally feels like it’s breaking.. I’ve been divorced 17 years, there father passed Jan. 18, 2013 from a mass quantity of heroin and pills and alcohol. I had to leave 17 years ago because of the abuse, I did all I could to help him but if I wouldn’t of left him I wouldn’t be here today for my children. My love & prayers are with you much so!!!
    Susie

  • Good for you Brett! Such an honor & tribute to your beloved sister. I am sorry for your loss; my family has had a similar loss and has dealt with the issues of drug abuse as well. If you make it to the Boston area at all I would be honored to meet you. God speed in your journey!

  • I lost my sister around the same time to the same thing. I applaud what you are doing. Knowledge is key.

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